February 23, 2021. Tuesday.

I havent really got a teaser for this one so don’t bother reading it.

14:50

Eyyy. Doctor’s gonna give me a call on Thursday to get the process of checking for ADHD started.

This is my GP so I’ll need a referral to someone who can diagnose it if it’s the answer but it’s progress. I’ll put a hold on the self medicating plans.p

I will also tell the doc sorry I didn’t mean to rush them on it, I was legitimately a payday away from testing things myself though it wasn’t a lie. I like to tinker and am impatient.. I’ll let the experts take it from here though promise!

I am also prepared for it to not be an easy answer and that. While I am totally psyched I’ve not really self diagnosed. I’m just saying if it is ADHD, then it explains a whole lot. Like 25 years of a lot.

17:01

Might watch Dexter again

17:07

Man I could go for one of those curried chicken baguettes from McGregors circa 2004 right now.

21:00

Pre-emptive panicgasm. I’m not trying to get into your special club or anything, I just want to be able to do things properly.

If its not ADHD I promise I’ll wander off and never use the acronym ever again

21:11

No wait I reserve the right to get a second opinion and then the things I said.

01:40

Hi I’m sitting here doing nothing. Finding out I might have ADHD feels like I just got my Hogwarts letter lmao. It would seriously explain so so so so so fucking much.

02:12

Imagine just pure sucking someone’s eyeball out of the socket.

like if they were attacking you or something I mean, not randomly

Stick that in the back pocket for future cheesy B-movie horror film ideas.